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Today I'm not doing so well in the mental sense, and ironically the pain's already as good as gone. Seriously, why do these things take turns??

I don't know, I just ... I keep having these ... flashes. Like somebody suddenly pulled a plug in my brain and for a split second random memories come flooding out so fast that it's seriously disorienting. And the rest of the time I feel like I'm having trouble holding on to my personality or something. It's hard to explain. Sometimes I get panicky for no apparent reason and sometimes I sort of ... despair. But it's all very fleeting. A moment here, a moment there. Just ... generally unstable.

It's alright, though. I've got food for the weekend, I've done a minimal amount of housework and I'll try to go to bed early tonight. This doesn't have to ruin anything.

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