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Still not ... never mind.
Today I'm not doing so well in the mental sense, and ironically the pain's already as good as gone. Seriously, why do these things take turns??
I don't know, I just ... I keep having these ... flashes. Like somebody suddenly pulled a plug in my brain and for a split second random memories come flooding out so fast that it's seriously disorienting. And the rest of the time I feel like I'm having trouble holding on to my personality or something. It's hard to explain. Sometimes I get panicky for no apparent reason and sometimes I sort of ... despair. But it's all very fleeting. A moment here, a moment there. Just ... generally unstable.
It's alright, though. I've got food for the weekend, I've done a minimal amount of housework and I'll try to go to bed early tonight. This doesn't have to ruin anything.
I don't know, I just ... I keep having these ... flashes. Like somebody suddenly pulled a plug in my brain and for a split second random memories come flooding out so fast that it's seriously disorienting. And the rest of the time I feel like I'm having trouble holding on to my personality or something. It's hard to explain. Sometimes I get panicky for no apparent reason and sometimes I sort of ... despair. But it's all very fleeting. A moment here, a moment there. Just ... generally unstable.
It's alright, though. I've got food for the weekend, I've done a minimal amount of housework and I'll try to go to bed early tonight. This doesn't have to ruin anything.